I, Salome

“Wilde used to say that “Salome” was a mirror in which everyone could see himself. The artist, art; the dull, dulness; the vulgar, vulgarity.”

    – Robert Ross


(me as claude cahun as salome)

“I, Salome” is a series of nine transtemporal self-portraits as different actors throughout history portraying Oscar Wilde’s Salome. These portraits are accompanied by a poem of the same name that respeaks the Salome story via imagined embodiment, including both historical anachronism and personal narrative. That poem is below.


(me as alla nazimova as salome)


Off-script and out of time, I, Salome

I fourteen, Jewish daughter of Babylon,

adapting

deflecting

adopting

detracting a gaze

his gaze

their gaze and yours: allowed, agape,

a drooling dybbuk, a tyrant, incestuous fool,

and I see through it. I, Salome



I of New York, of Alexandria, Salonika and Izmir,

of green emeralds and baby dolls and

crushes on thin men of God,



a normal girl, good&pleasant, born royal&plain

to parents believing they knew and raised me right,



to love intellect and art, to make art and love and

conflate them, not confuse the two with desire and

blood,



for Identity,

unfixed and

unfound and

unfair

these vessels we’re given, the roles we’re cast,

our names beside our foils (God an unjust director)

or left off the list entirely. I, Salome



I existing in the how of my execution,

the little death of my creation, this script,

depicted and despised,

to the masses,

to the Christians

the critics

the Censor and

the court

till death do I, till I decide. I, Salome



am alive, reassumed off-script and out of time,

by freaks and rejects of home,

with whom I relate,

of whom they play to step inside my bound chest and

dance barefoot for the king.



If only the means to my end

could mean the ends I seek,

perhaps I’d reconsider, with no perverse thirst

for holy blood or worse (a dyke).



No peacock promise heap of pearls, no land mass, no

mother’s throne would rid these gilded lids,

this hunch

one head

his mouth

a kiss

seven veils and a charger. I, Salome



I so be it and so what?